GIRLS DINNER

THIS EVENING WENT SO WELL MY HUBBY SURPRISED ME BY SENDING FLOWERS , MY SISTER TOOK MY KIDS SO I CAN RELAX AND HOST A DINNER FOR SOME OF MY SWEET SISTERS. WE WERE ABLE TO VISIT AND RELAX THIS EVENING. I MADE
SAMON, BROCCOLI, SALAD, BREAD, AND SHRIMP COCKTAILS, ICE TEA , AND FOR DESSERT WE HAD CHEESE CAKE A VARIETY OF IT. I FEEL SO BLESSED TONIGHT SO FILLED AND I CANT WAIT TO VISIT WITH MY HUBBY TOMORROW NIGHT.

WHAT A WONDERFUL WEEKEND

This weekend is so wonderful seeing my companion spending time with the kids taking them golfing watching movies together going to Garret and Candice reception going to church going out to lunch with my family.

The time does go by fast when you are having fun. It is still hard to see him go and counting the days that he comes home but I do have a full week ahead of me one of my dear sisters are coming over to dinner tommorrow and I have my cousin wedding to look forward to and than not to far after I will be getting my house ready for my hubby to return plus I do daycare for my sister while she is at work so my days do go by fast. but not fast enough lol.

I am so thankful today to have god to walk by and to guide me and my house hold while my companion is a way at work......

THIS LAST PAST WEEKEND WENT BY TO FAST

Friday Troy came in and it was wonderful to see his face and especially seeing the kids face light up with joy running into their dads arms. Trisha was so cutie saying daddy really soft and Trinity with an uncertain look like who are you... We had practice with Trent tee ball and we enjoyed seeing dad and Trent play ball together. Than Saturday came up on us and went by really fast than Sunday was at our door, Than the tears started it was hard say goodbye to him.

When he does come home next time its going to fly by their is so much stuff we are trying to do its going to go by fast. but only a couple more times that we have to do this we are trying to move us with him to Vegas.. It will be different but at least we will be together..

It is so weird when he was here we laugh together on this I told him its like you are one of the visiting brethren just visiting for the weekend and he yes in deed..

until the next post god bless.......

THINGS THAT MAKE YOU GO UMMMMMM

I guess I am looking for some advise or something like that.. I know we have a long road ahead and I know gods hands will see us threw. Ever sense Troy left to go to Vegas me and our 4 kids have gotten really close I am not complaining about how tight we are, but somethings is grabbing my attention with the boys I am not sure if it is the fact dad is not here everyday or is it something that they feel when they are at home. The last couple of time my brother tee has asked the boys on several occasion to come and spend the night with him and their son Chris at first they get happy and all excited but at the last minute they change their mind and say no I want to go home with mom. They used to like going and they are outgoing kids but know they only like playing around the house or just sit and bug me which is fine I love to have the kids asking questions and us getting to know each other better. I guess I am a little worried about their behavior. It brings be back to a couple that has raised a lot of children and they are all close and when I was just having kids I hope me and my kids where like that I should be happy but I am just a worried mom..

I know god mercy is so great he has comforted my kids these couple of weeks even me.. Stuff like this makes you stronger and more dependable on the lord which I think is so precious.
Well I better go I have a lot of stuff to do before dad comes home this evening. we are getting excited for him and to be at the gate when he gets off the airplane.

until the next post god bless you all.....

I AM SO THANKFUL OF GOD WATCHFUL CARE!!

This last past couple of weeks has been truly a blessing for me. I have done stuff that I didn't think I could do by my self. I am up literally from sun up to sun down I am the first to get up to get stuff rolling and the very last to lay my head on my pillow and give thanks to god for his watchful care of me and the kids. It is not easy some days but I see gods hands working in my life and my children's. I know my children misses their dad and they ask all the time when does dad get to come home and I always have to say soon. I miss him but I know he out their making a living for us and I am thankful for that. That saying is true absence makes the heart grow fonder for your companion. our love grows each day we sit on the phone and talk about our day and what we need to do to get threw it. god brought both of us comfort that we don't walk alone in this life. I look forward to the day when we can be under one roof !!!! I am so very thankful today for the hearts that my children have toward one another and the bond we are making with each other it is sweet this is bring my children and I alot closer.



This last weekend I got to see a very special girl I used to watch she help me get threw some pretty hard stuff at the time. My heart was full of joy spending some time with her I have not seen her in 4 to 5 years and it was nice. She was reunited for the first time with her dad and mom and all her siblings. They had a really good time they have a long road ahead of them but I think everything will be fine.



well until the next post god bless.........

WHAT A NICE WEEKEND

WELL I GOT TO SAY IT WAS VERY NICE SEEING MY LOVE OF MY LIFE WAITING FOR ME WITH TEARS IN HIS EYES AS I GOT OFF THE PLANE. WE HAD SUCH A SWEET VISIT HE HAD TO PUT IN HALF DAYS WHILE I WAS THEIR BUT I DID NOT MIND WE HAD THE EVENING TO CATCH UP AND TALK ABOUT OUR FUTURE WHERE WE WILL BE . IT WAS REALLY NICE SEEING MIKE AND RAE AND ALL THE KIDS AND SPENDING TIME WITH THEM...
WELL BEFORE I LEFT TO VEGAS I WENT TO GO SEE A LITTLE BOY THAT WAS IN THE HOSPITAL AND HE WAS REALLY SICK AND AS OUR WEEKEND GOT OFF I KEPT IN TOUCH WITH THE PARENTS AND HE HAD TWO SURGERIES WHILE I WAS GONE AND THEY WERE ASKING FOR PRAYERS MY HEART JUST BROKE. I HOPE HE GETS BETTER FAST. I KNOW FROM WATCHING MY SISTER GO THREW THAT IS HARD BUT WATCHING SOMEONE ELSE HAVE TO GO THREW IT MAKES IT EVEN HARDER..... WELL HERE ARE SOME OF THE PIC I TOOK OF THE SITE AND WHERE WE HAD LUNCH AT BEFORE HE TOOK ME TO THE AIRPORT... I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING HIM IN 2 WEEKS THE KIDS HAVE NOT SEEN HIM AT ALL AND I KNOW THEY MISS HIM.....

TROY AND I ON OUR ANNIVERSARY

TROY WORKSITE

OUR VIEW FROM THE PAIRS RESTAURANT

TROY

ME

TODAY MY HUBBY LEFT FOR VEGAS

Well Yesterday Troy truck that he was driving from Florida to Idaho broke down 15 min from Boise so I pack up all the kids to get him. It was so nice to see him and at the same time my heart was torn in to two peace because about the time we got home it was 10pm and we had to pack his trailer up and he barley go to see the kids. Trisha fell asleep and did not even get to say hi to him but he did get to tuck her into bed and say goodbye. Trevor leap into his arms and was so happy he was home, Trent was happy and sad at the same time. Today I have shed many tears I miss him so much the heart does grow fonder of your companions while they are away. I am so tempted to just pack all the kids up and go but I know we have to wait. I am just happy he is doing alright and he is almost to Vegas he had a couple of delays going but he is about two hours away from Vegas . I hope he gets to come home soon for a visit.

God bless take care!!!!

I HAVE TO GIVE OUR MEN TWO THUMBS UP!!!!

Yesterday I had nothing else to do so after I drop off the kids at school I took out the lawn mower and I did the impossible I mowed my lawn for the first time It was so long it took me 4 hours to do well just say I got my arms burnt and my body was tired very tired. I will never give Troy any more lip about mowing a lawn fast it does take time to mow and he was sup post to do it before he left but didn't.I have such a sweet sister she took me to her house and I soaked in her tub and she got pizza it was nice not having to worry about making dinner for the kids and the nice thing was my brother wanted to take the boys for the night so it was just us girls hanging out. (It is so wired not having Troy here it is not the same without him. I am so thankful for how I feel it is only god that is bringing me joy I am truly thankful.) here are some pic of my day.

FRONT OF THE HOUSE
MY BACK YARD
THIS IS HOW TALL ALL THE LAWN WAS (NASTY)
NICE NOW
FUN TIME

This last photo is my favorite after everything was done the kids got wet it is a nice feeling to do something and sit watch your children play . until the next post god bless.

What a day or I should say What a morning

Today I took my hubby to the airport and got him on his way to Florida of course I shed many tears saying good bye to him. He called me around 7:45 this morning his voice was full of excitement about the airplane ride he loved it (he said kind of boring when you travel by yourself.) As my morning got on and when I was making up my bed I was thinking about the widows today and how they live without their loved ones. I feel kind of selfish wanting my husband home with us but I know he is out their making a living for us and the kids I know with the technology we have today cell phone Internet web camera's etc to talk to our love ones God just brought so much comfort to me I know one day soon I will see him and Yes when he does come home he will be packing to go to Vegas but with God mighty hand guying me and the kids we can clime a mountain and find comfort in it. If we come to your minds please keep us in your prayers.
until the next post god bless.

THINGS THAT ARE GOING THREW MY MIND

As I sit and think about all what has god brought me threw its amazing. I will be saying good bye to my companion on next Wednesday as he gets on an airplane to Florida to drive someone to Idaho I cant complain the money is good! As he arrives back home he will be packing to Vegas. I know it was by god hand how everything is working out. I know it will be some pretty long days without my best friend to walk by but at least I have the Internet and cell phone to talk to him by. My heart has been filled with joy. I wake up every morning with a smile on my face and my only prayer is that god helps me threw out the day. I am also praying that I can be just as strong as my hubby with our children, they have their days when they are angels and devils at the same time.
This last weekend we got our house in order as if we knew he was leaving. The house has been running just fine the children are happy and so is mom. I know I will be working on my own little projects while he is gone starting with the back yard. So if I come accross your mind just remember me. I have really enjoyed posting my thoughts on here. Until the next time god bless.

WHAT A FUN WEEKEND

OK I KNOW THE WEEKEND IS NOT OVER JUST QUITE YET BUT IT HAS BEEN SO FUN I AM LOVING IT. ON FRIDAY WE WENT TO DINNER AND A VISIT IT WAS SO WONDERFUL WE REALLY ENJOYED OUR SELFS. ON SATURDAY I DID MY NORMALL STUFF MAKE UP BED CLEAN THE UPSTAIRS ETC ETC. THAN WE DROP ALL 4 OF MY KIDS OF AT MY BROTHERS HOUSE AND WENT OUT WITH MY DAD AND MOM IT WAS SO FUN JUST TO BE ABLE TO GO OUT AND SPEND SOME TIME TOGETHER WATCH THE DERBY. WE HAD SUCH A BLAST WATCHING THE HORSES RACE AND SOME OF THE HORSES LOST IT RIDER AND JUST RAN THAT WAS FUNNY, TO HEAR THE PEOPLE CHEER A HORSE WITHOUT A RIDER. I COULD NOT ASK FOR A BETTER DAY THAN TODAY THE SUN WAS OUT WIND BLOWING JUST RIGHT. AFTER EVERYTHING WAS SAID AND DONE MY EYE STARTED TO WATER NOW IT BUGGING ME LIKE CRAZY.WELL UNTIL THE NEXT TIME GOD BLESS.

SLEEPING AT LAST HA HA HA

THE BOYS SLEEPING.












MY GIRLS SLEEPING PRICELESS

IS HE STAYING OR IS HE GOING????

The other day my hubby gets this phone call from las vegas, they just fired their painter and they were wondering if he can go down their and start painting. well Troy didnt think nothing much of it he was working on painting some exterior houses and he just started to pass out flyers so people can call him to paint their houses, so he was starting to get some calls which is so very nice because we do need the work. So this person called again,asking him if he would be down their with in two weeks. so we dont know what god wants. I have kinda tied my self to my sister lynette by watching her kids while she works. I told Troy if we did make a move that big I would have to wait a year before I can go. This is where I would need to be seeking god the most is for his guidance by helping me with my children and with everything that come in our daily lives. So if you i come to your minds please keep us in your prayers. I just want to do the right thing.

SOFT BALL BEGINS

TODAY WAS MY HUBBY FIRST SOFTBALL GAME. I WOULD HAVE BEEN THEIR BUT I STILL HAD MY SISTER KIDS AND MY KIDS WERE NOT EVEN DRESSED FOR THIS GAME. IT WAS DOWN RIGHT COLD. I DID NOT WANT TO CHANCE ON GETTING THEM SICK. BY THE WAY THEY WON INTERSTATE(BILL BUCKNER DODGE) 14 TO 11 YEAH. GO STINGERS.

SPRING IS IN THE AIR

THIS WAS OUR FIRST WARM OUTTING

IT WAS NICE AND FUN.

WE ALL WENT TO A BBQ THE KIDS ENJOYED PLAYING OUTSIDE AND HAVING THE WARM AIR BLOWING IN THEIR FACES.

IT GETS EVEN BETTER THE NEXT DAY ALL THE KIDS COME DOWN WITH PINK EYE GREAT HOW FUN. JUST SAY NO SCHOOL FOR THE NEXT COUPLE OF DAYS HAHAHAHA.

WELL I HOPE YOU ENOYED THIS FIRST POST.