TRIALS THAT COMES OUR WAY OUT OF NO WHERE

OK WHERE TO START. I AM FACING A BIG TRIAL. I KNOW I WILL COME OUT ON TOP BY GODS HELP IN THIS. I KNOW I WALK A WAY FROM HIM ONCE I WILL NOT WALK AWAY FROM HIM AGAIN. YES I DO LIVE IN SIN. I AM GOING TO FIX THAT AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. THERE IS SO MUCH I WANT TO SAY BUT IT IS NOT TIME OR THE PLACE. PEOPLE SAY STUFF THAT MAY OR MAY NOT BE TRUE. PEOPLE SAY ALOT OF STUFF THEY MAY BE HURT OR THEY MIGHT JUST SAY IT OUT OF DESPITE OR JUST PLAIN OUT OF ANGER. I AM TRUE LY SEEKING HIM IN ALL THINGS. I WILL NOT GIVE UP ON THAT. HE IS ANSWERING ALOT OF QUESTIONS THAT I HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT.I HAVE TO GO INTO THIS WITH A PURE HEART WITH NO ANGER BITTERNESS. I HAVE TO BE HUMBLE. I AM AT A POINT IN MY LIFE THAT I THOUGHT I WOULD NEVER GO BACK TO GOD, BUT TO MY OWN FAILERS IN LIFE I AM WRONG. I HAVE TURNED BACK TO HIM I AM ASKING HIS FORGIVENESS IN ALL THINGS. I HAVE DONE AND SINED BIG TIME IN MY LIFE. I AM FAR FROM PERFECT I DONT THINK ANYONE IS PERFECT. ONLY GOD HIMSELF. PEOPLE SIN EVERY DAY THEY MAY FAIL OR NOT. WHO AM I TO JUDGE I DONT WANT TO BE JUDGE WHEN I MEET OUR MAKER. DUE TO THE FACT OF WHAT HE SAYS IN MATHEW TO THE ADULTERESS WOMEN. WHEN THEY TRIED TO STONE HER. I DO PRAY FOR ALL PEOPLE THE NATIONS THE COURTS JUDGES. I DONT WANT TO BE THEM DUE TO THE FACT THAT WHEN GOD DOES COME THEY WILL BE JUDGE IN ALL MATTERS.

IN DUE TIME I WILL SAY WHAT I HAVE BEEN GOING THREW THIS IS WHAT I HAVE BEEN THINKING OF IN THESE LAST SEVERAL MONTHS. I HAVE NO ANSWERS ON WHAT PATH GODS GOING TO PUT US ON. I HOPE AND PRAY THAT WE WILL BE ON THE SAME AND WORKING FOR HIS GLORY.

IF I DO COME ACCROSS YOUR GUYS MINE JUST PRAY. THATS ALL I ASK FOR. MAY GOD WATCH OVER ALL OF YOU.

hellow

Well today I got to take a peek at the baby. I am glad to say that their is only one and it has a heart beat. time will tell but for now all is well. In about 10wks I will go back and take another look at our baby and I will let all you know on whos coming. As I was getting my ultrasound done I was thinking about my sister in law she is 2wks and 1day ahead of me her 2nd and our 5th lol. I hope all is well with every.

HALLOWEEN

MY LITTLE ONES WENT

OUT FOR THE NIGHT

WITH THEIR DAD

WHEN I WENT TO WORK

THEY HAD FUN .

I SURE DO LOVE MY KIDS...

We had a Guest come and stay with us

we had carol come for a couple of days

Monday I had to work so she got to hang out

with Troy and the kids

Tuesday we went out to dinner We had a wonderful time.

This was taken at the Ballys were she went for a

Conference. It was so nice seeing her

She help with two of my children at birth

Trevor and Trisha.

It was nice for her to come a relax. We wished she

could have stayed for a couple of more days

But she needed to get back. We will miss her.

WE HAD A GREAT SUNDAY

We went to church on Sunday we got up around 4:00am and got our family ready made the 4 hour trip to Fullerton ca. We had such a sweet warm welcome see old face was so sweet. Brother Perry talk on marriage he has such a way of talking it was easy to follow it was nice. we had several little talks at their sets. We came home really happy and filled we were both a little nervous going not knowing how they would react but it was all good. It was really nice sis Nancy said next time we were in town to call so we can do dinner it was her birthday and her boys were taking her out. It was also sis Michelle son b day that day. We both laughed together because we have kids the same age. sis Yvette's girls fell in love with our children, The widows loved the laughter of little ones and seeing kids their was nice to them. So we are going to make another trip in about two weeks to go back.

I also cant believe it is my son Trent 7th birthday today. We are going to take him out bowling and have a nice dinner. I hope all is well. talk to you soon

HI

Well as many of you know I am expecting my 5 th baby in June. It was a VERY big SURPRISE to me. I know many thing come our way but this was the last thing I did not expect. I am taking it one day at a time. A sweet sister said to me once just take it as it comes and god will do the rest something to those lines she says it better than me. I am still in aw about it.

ON the better note I am not the last one prego lol. I really miss my Idaho and going to church when I could but all thing work for the good. I am really thankful I have such a loving god to take my cares to. I am also thankful that I can write just my thought and post them.

well if any of you can help me out on something as you guys know my family basically start with the letter T and I have the boy named taken care of so if you guys think of any names that start with T let me know. I am trying to stay away from my family names that start with T like Tina,Tracey, Teresa,Tiffany. Well I love you all take care.

quick catch up

Well work is doing great we are staying steady at least. I get to get out a couple of times a week I pick up a part time job at Kohl's which I love and yes I do get a discount. 15 percent off and even if it is still on sale :) . The weather is so nice it is starting to cool down but it is so nice just to have the cool breeze. its suppost to get warmer later on this week. The kids are doing great they are growing. We have a guest coming the last Monday in October Carol is coming from Oregon she help with two of my births and she will be coming to see me NO she is not working on me lol. She has a couple of conferences and she asked if she can stay with us. We are so looking forward on seeing her. Their are times I miss Idaho but I am adjusting very well I love were we are at the surroundings are nice. Hopefully we can make another trip to californina soon so we can go to church.

Well for now god bless MY prayers are for you as I hope they are for us.

I am very thankful tonight

My heart has been very heavy tonight. My hubby came home and he said someone past away today I look at him in a weird face. I said did I know them he said yes. I asked him was this person in Idaho he said yes. I ask who is this person I wont mention any names but they lost their son he drowned. I know their family need the prayers especially the mom she just had a baby and is still recovering over her delivery.
Tonight as I put my kids to bed I felt very thankful that they are whole and healthy and that the lord watches over them. I know we don't walk this way of life without our father up above watching over us and whispering when we do something wrong or how can we improve our way to become better. I know I am still learning new stuff everyday threw my little tribe they drive me nuts but I am so proud to be their mom and still learning to be patient with them.

much love
my prayers are for you

WE HAD A GUEST COME MY DAD!!!!!!!!!

WE WENT TO RED ROCK FOR A BUFFEY DINNER

IT WAS REALLY GOOD. IT WAS REALLY

NICE SEEING MY DAD I KNOW IT IS ONLY FOR

THE NIGHT BUT IT WAS REALLY

FUN SPENDING TIME. WATCHING THE

BOYS LAUGH AND PLAY WITH HIM.

THIS WAS AT SILVERTON THEY HAVE

ONE NICE BASS PRO SHOP IN THEIR.

THIS WAS NOT A CLEAR PIC BUT IT WORKS

PUTTING ALL THE BOYS TO BED.

WE HAD A WONDERFUL DAY WITH MY DAD

I HOPE AND PRAY THAT GOD WATCHES OVER HIM ON

HIS WAY HOME ..

WHAT A FUN DAY

We went to lake mead

We had a wonderful time

I got to meet my new newphew Zathan

Thanks to sis. Aubrey who sent some pictures to me.

We also took the kids to the hover dam

We had not been their in years it has change so many time

The kids face were amazed on how big it was.

Being in Las Vegas has really put a special Bond

As a family and has really Bonded us to our children.

Here are some pictures

The bridge is almost done only thing left

is to put the empty part in I think ..

our silly family photo except Trinity


Zathan
well until the next post love you all

MY KIDS ARE GROWING

MY TRINITY IS 8 MONTHS OLD

SHE IS GETTING SO BIG

SHE IS CRAWLING AND SITTING

SHE HAS ONE TOOTH AND CUTTING

HER SECOND ONE IN....

HERE IS ALL MY KIDS

MY BOYS NEED HAIR CUTS WHICH

THEY WILL GET BEFORE TRENT STARTS

SCHOOL ON MONDAY.

I LOVE BEING A MOM TO THEM

THEY ARE SO MUCH FUN..

WE WENT TO A RESTAURANT LAST NIGHT AND THE WAITRESS TOLD US THAT OUR KIDS BEHAVED THEM SELF'S REALLY WELL. THAT MADE TROY AND I REALLY GLAD BECAUSE SOMETHING MUST BE WORKING.... LOL

TROY STARTED HIS NEW JOB TODAY AND HE IS SO HAPPY IT IS STEADY WORK FOR NOW YOU CANT BEAT THAT. I HOPE ALL GOES WELL TODAY. WE ARE GOING SWIMMING LATER ON THIS AFTERNOON WITH GRANDMA SMITH HOW FUN IT WILL BE NICE...

HAVE A GREAT DAY......

I am starting to like Las Vegas (lol)

Sunday we took a drive to Lake mead. We let the kids jump into the lake it was so fun I really enjoyed it Troy took the boys out and Me and the girls sat on the shore letting them feel safe. As I sat their watching them play I felt very thankful that God watches over us and So very thankful that We serve him. Today we got up and took all the kids to Tropicana on Mondays, Friday, Saturday it is open to the public so they can Swim "Don't worry WE DID NOT GAMBLE" it was really nice the pool area was under some shade they had music playing everywhere.

God does watch over us say a little prayer today Troy got a phone call and this guys is looking for someone to drywall and tape and paint they are like demolition by tearing air condition units and putting everything back. This one project they are doing is about 10 million dollars worth I hope all goes well......

I also enrolled Trent into his new school it is year around school I love it. Brand new school. We are doing great I am being reminded alot to look toward the lord and help me with the kids and being PATIENCE with them. (I miss my brethren in Idaho I am very happy that I can text or even call them when I get a chance.)

well stay cool much love
xoxoxxoxoxoxxo

Wow

Wow Vegas gets hot..... I started to laugh I was watching the new and it said it was going to get cooler next weekend and when I look how cooler it said 100 99 101 I busted out laughing it has been 105 113 all week. I only go out when I have to I usually wait until the sun goes down to go out to do anything.. We are going to take a drive tomorrow to find some water parks so we can take the kids and to get us out for a while..

Their has been some days that I really miss my sister I get bored very easy and want to do something and I think of her alot.... We email alot and talk at night when our kids are in bed we talk about the stupidest stuff and laugh for hours about it..
I am looking forward for September my brother is going to come and visit me I am looking forward to see my little brother. When Troy and I were living apart me and my brother and sister were always together doing something if they were at my house I was at theirs. all of our kids played really good together. These days they get to talk on the phone email it is really cutie to see them talk..

HELLOW

Well we made it to Las Vegas and I have everything set up except for two boxes and pictures. On our way here Trinity decided it would be a good idea to cut her first tooth in she was a little bear for a couple of hours but besides that she did really great considering she cut a tooth in. she is so funny she learned about her tongue she sticks it out all the time and laughs about it. She learned how to sit up all by her self she crawls everywhere. I am sitting and watching and wanting her to stop I have really enjoyed her being so sweet I love her SO much I am so thankful I have to opportunity to care for her and watch her grow.

We went to Walmart the other day and Troy and Trisha and Trinity where together and me and the Boys were at a different part of the store and a Lady comes up to Troy and the girls and she asked him if that was his daughter and he said yes .she said she is so pretty and she also asked if he would be interested in letting her addition for Disney pictures Troy said yes they exchanged cards and she told him someone will be calling him with in the next couple of days to a interview. I didn't think nothing much of it until the person calls needless to say him and Trisha and an appointment at 5:00 today. He has always wanted to do this with our kids but I'm really not that excited about it I just hope that they really say no.

much love for know talk to you guys soon xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

A QUICK CATCH UP ON THE SMITH FAMILY

We are still in Idaho. We had a very big bump in our way but that has come to an end and If everything goes well we should be departing Idaho on Wednesday evening cross my fingers but I know that god really has been watching over us Troy and I got sick at the same time (if we did leave when we were suppost to go we would have had one nasty drive) We have been recovering over this nasty flu bug he is better but I am almost their I have been coughing all weekend my voice really sounds like a dude. lol!!! I have almost everything done except for our main closet and my kitchen area that can wait until tuesday. This flu bug really didnt help much but I am holding mine own..

I got to say I am really going to miss my brethern in Idaho. Not that I am close to anyone but it is nice to see them every once in a while....

I know anywhere I will be god will be shining his hand down watching over us. I am thankful to call upon his name and to have a chance to make heaven my home..