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Tuesday, January 5, 2010

TRIALS THAT COMES OUR WAY OUT OF NO WHERE

OK WHERE TO START. I AM FACING A BIG TRIAL. I KNOW I WILL COME OUT ON TOP BY GODS HELP IN THIS. I KNOW I WALK A WAY FROM HIM ONCE I WILL NOT WALK AWAY FROM HIM AGAIN. YES I DO LIVE IN SIN. I AM GOING TO FIX THAT AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. THERE IS SO MUCH I WANT TO SAY BUT IT IS NOT TIME OR THE PLACE. PEOPLE SAY STUFF THAT MAY OR MAY NOT BE TRUE. PEOPLE SAY ALOT OF STUFF THEY MAY BE HURT OR THEY MIGHT JUST SAY IT OUT OF DESPITE OR JUST PLAIN OUT OF ANGER. I AM TRUE LY SEEKING HIM IN ALL THINGS. I WILL NOT GIVE UP ON THAT. HE IS ANSWERING ALOT OF QUESTIONS THAT I HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT.I HAVE TO GO INTO THIS WITH A PURE HEART WITH NO ANGER BITTERNESS. I HAVE TO BE HUMBLE. I AM AT A POINT IN MY LIFE THAT I THOUGHT I WOULD NEVER GO BACK TO GOD, BUT TO MY OWN FAILERS IN LIFE I AM WRONG. I HAVE TURNED BACK TO HIM I AM ASKING HIS FORGIVENESS IN ALL THINGS. I HAVE DONE AND SINED BIG TIME IN MY LIFE. I AM FAR FROM PERFECT I DONT THINK ANYONE IS PERFECT. ONLY GOD HIMSELF. PEOPLE SIN EVERY DAY THEY MAY FAIL OR NOT. WHO AM I TO JUDGE I DONT WANT TO BE JUDGE WHEN I MEET OUR MAKER. DUE TO THE FACT OF WHAT HE SAYS IN MATHEW TO THE ADULTERESS WOMEN. WHEN THEY TRIED TO STONE HER. I DO PRAY FOR ALL PEOPLE THE NATIONS THE COURTS JUDGES. I DONT WANT TO BE THEM DUE TO THE FACT THAT WHEN GOD DOES COME THEY WILL BE JUDGE IN ALL MATTERS.

IN DUE TIME I WILL SAY WHAT I HAVE BEEN GOING THREW THIS IS WHAT I HAVE BEEN THINKING OF IN THESE LAST SEVERAL MONTHS. I HAVE NO ANSWERS ON WHAT PATH GODS GOING TO PUT US ON. I HOPE AND PRAY THAT WE WILL BE ON THE SAME AND WORKING FOR HIS GLORY.

IF I DO COME ACCROSS YOUR GUYS MINE JUST PRAY. THATS ALL I ASK FOR. MAY GOD WATCH OVER ALL OF YOU.

2 comments:

candace smith said...

so happy to hear your turning back to the Lord! you know how i feel about it! you know i can read there is forgivness and He is just to forgive if you ask! but repentance is easier said than done, and we all have to go throug it! remember: There would be no testimonies if there was no test! i love you so much, and you know you are always welcome in our hearts and home! love you sis <3

CHRIS AND TRINA said...

THANK YOU FOR THE SWEET WORDS. I LOVE YOU SOOOOOO MUCH AND I AM PRAYING THAT ALL GOES WELL. I WILL DEFEAT THIS AND GOD WILL BE GLORIFIED.