WOW THATS ALL

The last time Troy came home we always are out on the weekends with the boys and girls we took them to a golfing place in meridian indoor place it was so funny Trevor get really unsure about his surrounding it is under black light a really nice place and has animals and I had to use the ladies room anyways Trevor was telling Troy no dad no this is scary he started to laugh wait son lets go in and see whats behind their at first he was hesitant but he did it anyways now I cant get them to be quiet about it they keep on say mom lets go golfing with the animals so I think we are going on Wednesday with my sisters kids and my brothers kid it should be fun.

I have so much stuff to do I have an house to pull together food to get ready for this weekend never the less pick up daddy at the airport Thursday night I am so looking forward on seeing him.. It is getting old only seeing him twice a month I have my days that I want to run for the hills and never come back but god has brought us this far their is no turning back.. We only have a couple more weeks before we take off to Las Vegas yesssssssssssss. I am so looking forward to have two parents under one roof.. The boys really need their dad and I need my best friend to walk with and talk tooooo. I have enjoyed being independent but it is not the same.. My heart has been full and my mind has been thinking about this weekend it has been very comforting to me to see the mercy that god has shown..