GIRLS DINNER

THIS EVENING WENT SO WELL MY HUBBY SURPRISED ME BY SENDING FLOWERS , MY SISTER TOOK MY KIDS SO I CAN RELAX AND HOST A DINNER FOR SOME OF MY SWEET SISTERS. WE WERE ABLE TO VISIT AND RELAX THIS EVENING. I MADE
SAMON, BROCCOLI, SALAD, BREAD, AND SHRIMP COCKTAILS, ICE TEA , AND FOR DESSERT WE HAD CHEESE CAKE A VARIETY OF IT. I FEEL SO BLESSED TONIGHT SO FILLED AND I CANT WAIT TO VISIT WITH MY HUBBY TOMORROW NIGHT.

WHAT A WONDERFUL WEEKEND

This weekend is so wonderful seeing my companion spending time with the kids taking them golfing watching movies together going to Garret and Candice reception going to church going out to lunch with my family.

The time does go by fast when you are having fun. It is still hard to see him go and counting the days that he comes home but I do have a full week ahead of me one of my dear sisters are coming over to dinner tommorrow and I have my cousin wedding to look forward to and than not to far after I will be getting my house ready for my hubby to return plus I do daycare for my sister while she is at work so my days do go by fast. but not fast enough lol.

I am so thankful today to have god to walk by and to guide me and my house hold while my companion is a way at work......

THIS LAST PAST WEEKEND WENT BY TO FAST

Friday Troy came in and it was wonderful to see his face and especially seeing the kids face light up with joy running into their dads arms. Trisha was so cutie saying daddy really soft and Trinity with an uncertain look like who are you... We had practice with Trent tee ball and we enjoyed seeing dad and Trent play ball together. Than Saturday came up on us and went by really fast than Sunday was at our door, Than the tears started it was hard say goodbye to him.

When he does come home next time its going to fly by their is so much stuff we are trying to do its going to go by fast. but only a couple more times that we have to do this we are trying to move us with him to Vegas.. It will be different but at least we will be together..

It is so weird when he was here we laugh together on this I told him its like you are one of the visiting brethren just visiting for the weekend and he yes in deed..

until the next post god bless.......

THINGS THAT MAKE YOU GO UMMMMMM

I guess I am looking for some advise or something like that.. I know we have a long road ahead and I know gods hands will see us threw. Ever sense Troy left to go to Vegas me and our 4 kids have gotten really close I am not complaining about how tight we are, but somethings is grabbing my attention with the boys I am not sure if it is the fact dad is not here everyday or is it something that they feel when they are at home. The last couple of time my brother tee has asked the boys on several occasion to come and spend the night with him and their son Chris at first they get happy and all excited but at the last minute they change their mind and say no I want to go home with mom. They used to like going and they are outgoing kids but know they only like playing around the house or just sit and bug me which is fine I love to have the kids asking questions and us getting to know each other better. I guess I am a little worried about their behavior. It brings be back to a couple that has raised a lot of children and they are all close and when I was just having kids I hope me and my kids where like that I should be happy but I am just a worried mom..

I know god mercy is so great he has comforted my kids these couple of weeks even me.. Stuff like this makes you stronger and more dependable on the lord which I think is so precious.
Well I better go I have a lot of stuff to do before dad comes home this evening. we are getting excited for him and to be at the gate when he gets off the airplane.

until the next post god bless you all.....

I AM SO THANKFUL OF GOD WATCHFUL CARE!!

This last past couple of weeks has been truly a blessing for me. I have done stuff that I didn't think I could do by my self. I am up literally from sun up to sun down I am the first to get up to get stuff rolling and the very last to lay my head on my pillow and give thanks to god for his watchful care of me and the kids. It is not easy some days but I see gods hands working in my life and my children's. I know my children misses their dad and they ask all the time when does dad get to come home and I always have to say soon. I miss him but I know he out their making a living for us and I am thankful for that. That saying is true absence makes the heart grow fonder for your companion. our love grows each day we sit on the phone and talk about our day and what we need to do to get threw it. god brought both of us comfort that we don't walk alone in this life. I look forward to the day when we can be under one roof !!!! I am so very thankful today for the hearts that my children have toward one another and the bond we are making with each other it is sweet this is bring my children and I alot closer.



This last weekend I got to see a very special girl I used to watch she help me get threw some pretty hard stuff at the time. My heart was full of joy spending some time with her I have not seen her in 4 to 5 years and it was nice. She was reunited for the first time with her dad and mom and all her siblings. They had a really good time they have a long road ahead of them but I think everything will be fine.



well until the next post god bless.........